My choosing- Katie Randazzo

Flow

After this summer, I did not know how I was going to process all that I had gone through. Through working at a Young Life camp, I had undergone much spiritual transformation. My job was difficult but life giving, I was surrounded by constant community, and I had older mentors pouring into me. What God did on that lake in four months was beyond anything I could ever imagine. I had no idea how I was going to process all He had done and said, but I knew I had to. Thinking of the way I communicate best and the way I process best, I knew that I had to write it out. Upon coming back from camp, I sat down in my quiet house, with all my distracting internet sites blocked, and opened a word document to attempt to write down every single thing that was in my head. The words started flowing, and despite the fact that I was in the marketplace, I experienced a high level of spiritual flow. I felt God communicating through me in my writing, making sure He made it clear what I was truly processing and why I was processing it. After I felt like I had gotten everything out, I felt like I had emptied out a pitcher of my soul, pouring out so many thoughts and truths that had become part of my identity. I felt like I could look at the document and have a tangible picture of what God had done. How blessed are we that we are created to be transformed, and the way we process that transformation is so tangible and real!